spacedazee

Well, it's been about a year since my last entry. So that means it's time for another. I'm still a doodler. Especially at work. I KNOW I'm getting better, I can tell just by looking at past work. But it's still such crap. I mean. I can draw it well enough that people can (usually) tell what it is by looking at it. I guess that's going to have to be good enough for me. As much as I'd love to just quit my job and go to art school and become amazing.. oooorr fail miserably and find out this is as good as I'm gonna get.. *sadface* bler.. BLER I say. Alright, positives... I know I'm improving and I hope as this continues I'll keep getting even b

Bler. I love drawing, I really do... And sometimes when I look at some people's work and look at mine I know I have SOME level of talent. I've heard some, "I can't even draw stick figures.." and it's true! I've seen 'em try and they can't, lol. But then I draw something and think. "Wow, this is amazing. This is awesome, this is the best thing I've ever drawn! It looks so good!" And even others will tell me that it's good... And even when I scan it, and half clean it up I'm still happy with it.... until I upload it on here. I have this glow for a few minutes. :bounce: 'Wee, I finally submitted something good to DA!' ... And then I look over

Well, I've certainly been around deviant quite a bit. I love looking at people's work and such.. it's addictive.. "Oh, this is pretty *click* Ooo and that is pretty *click* ... wtf is that o.O *click*" But at the same time, it also makes me feel that my work isn't worth being on here.. I kind of feel like a little kid "Lookie what I drew! An-an-and I colored IN the lines! An-an-and I made a purdy flower. An-an-and I like chocolate milk!"